Prayers…

I’m not one of those teenagers with “The whole world is against me”, life’s bullshit, etc. I don’t condone such behavior. I’ve been there and it takes real guts and courage to get that out of my system. But life could really be too much of a bitch sometimes. I know sufferings are part and parcel of life, it’s a test. It’s how when we overcome it, we could become stronger, but the amount of sufferings one has to endure in their lifetime is hard to accept. It’s really hard.

I am not the most spiritual person. I’m a mere mortal holding onto the preciousness that is life. A life given to me with grace, compassion and full of promise. Everybody’s like that. I can’t and am not ready to have anybody to be given such promising life ahead only to be taken away so readily. I’m trying to stay strong. I will stay strong.

I will pray every single day of my life, even when I don’t really know how to pray, I will do it the best way that I could with my sincerest heart till you are better. It breaks my heart to know someone whom I love have to go through all of such suffering.

Keeping Faith!